Con mats are as follows!

Randi: Friday: L!
Jeans
T-shirt
Long sleeved shirt
Eye liner
Face white
Wig
Wig cap
Nylons (in case shoes are required)
Lotsa clips to keep my hair in place under the cap >.<

Jeremy: Saturday: Light!
Khakis
White button-down shirt
Maroon-ish tie
Brown coat
Penny loafers
Black socks
Death Note (made it myself!)
Apple
Bag

Randi: Sunday: Kitsune!
Red petticoat
Black and red dyed skirt (from white)
Pins with bows to hold skirt up
Tails on belt
'Nother belt
'Nother belt XD
Bows on tails
Fishnet shirt
Fishnet leggings
Black and red striped stockings
Black and red striped arm warmers
Red corset
Spike-y wrist-y thing-y
Stud-y wrist-y thing-y
Ears
Bows with bells on ears
Wig
Wig cap
Lotsa clips to keep my hair in place under the cap >.<

Hoo boy are we glad we don't have to travel for this one! XD So! Much! Crap!

Okay, I guess I'm calmer, now. I suppose I will wait until after I'm married to go to school. I don't want to, but I will. -sigh-
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So apparently, I really, really got my hopes up for going to school for graphic design. Otherwise, I wouldn't be this crushed. Or maybe it's the personal insult that they refuse to help me. I'm not asking them to pay. They don't seem to get that. I. Don't. Want. Them. To. Pay. I want to do it myself. But I still need their help. One of them. It doesn't matter which one, though she would get me more grants. I wish they could see. I really do. Maybe I can talk Michael into doing the legal part about getting married, and we'll still go through with the wedding. Get Galen and Kittie or Catie (depending on who wants to be my maid of honor) to come with us to city hall, and get the legal part out of the way, so I can go to school. I know it's rushing it, but I WANT to go to school. I really do. If I start now, I can be done an associate's by 2011, at the latest, if I do full time. That gives me plenty of time. And I want to be done college before I have kids. I don't want to be pregnant and stuck in school. Or in labor and missing classes. I want to go to school now. Nobody seems to realize that. I am sick of waiting. I want to go to school now. NOW.

If you want to see my angry, hurt, vengeful post at my parents, scroll down a little bit. I love my obscenity filter.
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I just want to go to school! I just want to get my degree so I can get a good job so I can support myself and Michael and my family! All I want is to go to school! I hate you, I hate you, I hate you! Both of you! All you have to do is fill out a little form, giving the government information that the government ALREADY $&#%@! HAS! You! Don't! Have! To! Pay! I will pay! I will find a way to pay! I am searching desperately for a job! I will pay! You don't $&#%@! have to pay! It's just to tell if I can qualify for grants! That's it! GET THAT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULLS! ONE OF YOU! I hate you both! It's just a little form! Just say your social and how much you made last year! YOU! DON'T! HAVE! TO! PAY!! YOU WON'T GET AUDITED! The government doesn't care if I live with you or not! This won't tell them I'm your dependent! Because of YOU TWO JACKASSES I CAN'T go to SCHOOL! How does that make you feel?! I CAN'T GO TO SCHOOL BECAUSE OF YOU! I hate you both! YOU! First you abandon me, then you come back a little and refuse to pay me the child support you owe me, then you leave again, then you REFUSE TO FILL THIS OUT because you DON'T WANT TO PAY. YOU DON'T HAVE TO PAY!!! And YOU! First, YOU verbally abuse me for at least five years of my life! THEN, you kick me out! Then, you report me as a RUNAWAY! THEN, you KICK ME OUT AGAIN!! And now, YOU don't want to be AUDITED! LISTEN TO THE WOMAN! She does this EVERY SINGLE DAY! YOU! WILL! NOT! GET! AUDITED! OH my $&#%@! gods! GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEADS, if you DIDN'T want the responsibility of raising a kid, WHY DIDN'T YOU GET AN ABORTION?!?!?!

So apparently the Nashua Public Library has free WIFI. Woo. out with Galen on my XO Could have a job at Mac Edge. Woo. I hope so. Nothing else to say and I keep having to hit backspace, so I'm done.
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Listening to: Chris Gaines, "Digging For Gold"
I'm: -cry-

So we make too friggin' much to qualify for APTD. Which means I'm not getting APTD. Which means I'm pissed. I HATE it when things are dangled in front of my face that I can not have. Of course, I called them and left a message, stating why I couldn't send them the things they were asking for, but they still denied me. No return phone call. Nothing. So I think I'm about to call them. Yeah. And leave a very distraught message. That sounds good. And then maybe I will finally finish reading Death Note. Although right now I have a library book to read.
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Listening to: Typa-typa-typa...and Michael talking.
I'm: Crappy. >.<

So I've been blocked on GameBoomers. Apparently, I post to friggin' much. Or something. They won't tell me. I just want a place that my family goes to regularly to talk to them! And I actually made friends! I think...-sigh- I hate my life.

I got APTD. Woo. Fantastic. Why am I not terribly happy.
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Listening to: The fan
Feeling: CREATIVE

Okay, so I am going to AAC, Another Anime Con. And I signed up to be in the Artist's Alley. If I get it, I will be selling custom and premade buttons. I have several ideas regarding this. Bear with me, I have to type them before I forget.

For displaying the premades, I will get a piece of cardboard, or maybe one of those folding project boards? And I will either get cloth and cover it with it, or I will get lots of ribbon and tape the ribbon to the project board, and then, either way, pin the various designs in some order onto the fabric/ribbon. Oo, definitely ribbon...I'll get different types or ribbon, and people can ask for them based on which ribbon it's on and how far down. I will have boxes of the buttons with organization based on location on the board. I can tape 'sold out' signs to the buttons when I am. But since the button maker will be MINE, we could just go home and make more, and tell them to come back! Or we could bring our printer...o.O Small buttons will be a dollar, and bigger buttons will be two dollars.

As for custom buttons...I need to figure out prices based on what is being made. For words, three or four dollars, depending on how many words and how big. For a quick sketch, three dollars. For an inked drawing, five dollars. For a full-color drawing, eight dollars.

We can also have Fox Paw Creations buttons in a bowl for free...with a sign that isn't free. Au contrair, it costs 15.95! XD But imagine the profit! The button makers are about fifty each, the big one comes with ten buttons, the little one comes with fifty. Five. Hundred. Big buttons are seventy. If I sell them ALL at $2. thats a profit of $900! And that's AFTER the button maker, and I will be making more than that, 'cause I will be doing custom buttons! Now I can't freakin' wait! I hope I get Artist's Alley! Wish me luck!
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Listening to: Fake It by Seether and Brave New World by Iron Maiden
Mood: Blah...don't feel well...

Okay, I will use THIS format from now on. One word title, as usual, and what's on my music and my mood at the top of the entry. I brought down the sour cream and onion potato chips yesterday, and I haven't had a single one since I brought them down. >.> I have had some of my sunflower nuts, though. Wow, 'nuts' almost came out 'nights!' I'm so screwed up right now! I can't type, I can't talk, I can't think, ''' keeps coming out ';'. I can't (GRAH) find the accursed ' key. -cry- I am so taking an Ambien tonight. OH! Guess what! I am OUT of meds! Like, I didn't get to take any today! So I will be in a bad mood tomorrow! I don't want to be in a bad mood tomorrow! Michael and I are going out tomorrow! -sigh- I need to go to the Costumes of Nashua store, see what they have for face paint. I need light blue for my stripes for Anime Boston next year, and AAC if I go as a kitsune for that. My laptop keeps wobbling...I am not having a good day...-cry-
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I love this song! Bum bububububum bum bum bum buh bum buuum! Hehe. From now on, I will make the song I'm listening to be the title of my blog. And below my signature will go my mood, or something. Hmmm...let me test something...I think I will steal LiveJournal's mood icons...yeah...testing where the image will show up...bear with me!
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Welcoming